past present future, it will all be the same

2007-03-15T10:24:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE!!!!!!!!! THIS BLOG IS DEAD,SO DON'T BOTHER CHECKING ON IT ANYMORE. WILL PROBABLY MAKE A NEW ONE SOMETIME SOON SO UNTIL THEN!! =D

2007-01-23T00:57:00.000-08:00

just as time goes on,i will hold this feeling forever and wait until the time is right.
with every passing day,i will not left the feeling sway,but continue to hope until the time comes.

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2007-01-22T02:31:00.000-08:00

FREAK! ARGGGHHH! perhaps it was meant to end like this anyway... screw it all. everything seems like a total mess now. damn it.......

sigh

2007-01-21T01:54:00.000-08:00

why does everything that feels so precious to me seem to be suddenly disappearing right in front of my eyes? sigh,guess it true huh? whats meant to be will happen no matter how you try to avoid it and whats not meant to be will never happen no matter how hard you try... sigh. really lost now,everything seems to be a blur to me... but seems quite clear now that it will never happen for me... sigh

2007-01-06T06:45:00.000-08:00

haha was just surfing the net and happened to come upon this. hope you like it.
http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/346539

thanks

2006-12-30T09:20:00.000-08:00

ty to all those who remembered my birthday! really is the first year that so many people remembered. for those who forgot,screw you! lol. jk. just hope you remember next year,or else i'm gonna forgot yours too! =p

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2006-12-30T08:03:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

freak, i'm getting old. oh well. offically 15! woohoo! one more year to go for NC16 movies. looking forward to it! haha!

rukia's shinkai

2006-12-28T09:27:00.000-08:00

something else i found related to the movie. enjoy.

bleach spoiler

2006-12-21T09:46:00.000-08:00

here's a short clip of the upcoming bleach movie. hope you enjoy it. ^^

blah

2006-12-12T11:22:00.001-08:00

awww man... crap load of stuff thats happening now. caroling practises along with choir practises. christmas really is a busy time! hmm,yeah its been a while since my last post... around a month i think. haha. hey,what can i say? i was busy? lol,sleeping till 4pm and using the computer till around 7am watching anime and play games. and not to forgot playing majong? hehe. bad habits coming along with the holidays huh? =x

ANYWAY!!! people if you are free,do come down to tampines safra this saturday which is the 16 of december to support me!!! =D at around 7pm i(along with a whole bunch of people) shall be singing christmas carols!!! how cool is that? haha,for those who don't give a friggin' damn i don't care either. make sure you drag your little fat butt there or i shall grab it for you and pull you there along with me so make sure you turn up!! you know who i am refering too... >.>

hmmm,guess thats all. ^^ ohh.. btw,don't forget my xmas present!!! and my birthday too!!! hehe! ok i'm done. ciao all. shall be posting again shortly. (if i remember to...)

the eternal dream

2006-11-16T09:41:00.000-08:00

Enjoy the sun while it last,for you might regret someday.
Remember the coolness of the breeze,on a dark lonesome rainy day.
When the sky is cloudy and blocks out the sun,rejoice for a great day today.
Darkness,light,warmth,cold nothing is at all the same.
Everything has its goods and bads,nothing is made perfect.
Goods and bads and whatever not,its exsistence will still remain.
THE ETERNAL DREAM,COPYRIGHT TRADEMARK OF ME.

FAREWELL,GOOD TIDINGS TO YOU,MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS BE TRUE. ^^

hmm

2006-11-08T06:06:00.000-08:00

lol,choir practise was canceled but unfortunately i went... T_T and i was on time!!!! ZZZz... finally made some extra effort to go early and it gets cancled... what "great" luck i got haven't i? ended up going to tm for a drink.... after that went to get some stupid slippers for myself and as usual being the lousy shopper i am, bought it with some problems again... when i was wearing it there it seems to fit just nice? but.... yeah,when i got home it seems alot smaller... haha,somehow it always happens to be... T_T (maybe its some speical talent i got huh?) sigh... dunno what to write anymore... just writing all this crap cuz i got too bored for the record...

anyway people,here's something good i found. enjoy it! ^^(sorry have no idea how to put it inside my blog so here's the link)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DbG5loPfLMo

return of me!

2006-11-02T03:56:00.000-08:00

posting!!! ok,its been ages since i last posted and my blog has probably collected ton of dust but never mind that... i'm back and posting! haha. hmm ok lets see.. its holidays now and i'm so free that i have nothing to do... so anyone! who wants to go out somewhere tell me!!! anyway for this post i'll be adding a whole load of pics just for the fun of it! enjoy!(even if its horrible just say its nice... )

31 oct
ahhh... that was a great day,finally got a proper phone! how sweet is that? the nokia 6280? heehee... my brand new baby!!! costed me 99bucks but i so love it.... got the orange. nice metalic orangey colour,but had to que like mad before i got it? was standing there like an idiot for something like 2hours? but guess it was worth it.... hehe!!!!

Nov1
went out with sarah and celia today! didn't really know where to go so we headed for bugis first,walk around the whole place and we realised that we had nowhere new to walk so we headed for plaza singapura after that... walked around again and once more there no nothing new so we headed for VIVOCITY!!! freaking huge place,dump me there alone and i'll get lost for my entire life wondering aound that mall... haha!walked around the whole place and started they trying on all sorts of funny looking hats?

can i say i'm not in singapore with a picture with her? XD

kinda blur but i look so fierce... HAHA!!!

hmm anyway after walking around headed to the top of the building and they had some little pools of water? lol and the two of them starting walking in it!!haha... couldn't go in cuz i was wearing shoes... =x

looks like they are walking on water eh? haha and the result of walking on it is...

lol....

anyway while following them while they were walking i noticed that you could actually see sentosa from there? >.<

too small too see but there was the words "SENTOSA" on that bridge... =x

anyway walked somemore after that and ended up going home.... and people,if u happen to be there don't forget to stop by candy empire! sweet place!!!

and just for fun,why not add this too? =x

welcome to the 80's!!!

haha,thats all.... didn't take that many pics.... gonna update real soon! ciao! ^^

.....

2006-10-03T07:46:00.000-07:00

just feeling more and more exhausted... all sorts of stuff has really happened during this week.... exams,getting burnt by a panlid,even finding a death lizard floating in my cup of milo!!! wth? >.<

finding myself sleeping more and more in school these days.... slowly getting from bad to worst. can't seem to stay awake at all? sigh,dunno whats wrong,not sleeping that late anymore yet i still feel so tired throughtout the day.... is my end near? o.O

anyway,not much of a choice too,just gotta endure through this last month before the big break. hmmm,wanna work this time. anyone wanna join me? haha,hopefully can find a job that pays well, around 5bucks an hour? haha,hoping for that... lol.(wishful thinking).

guess thats all i wanna say,brain half dead already.... bye!

*seriously think i'm dying sometimes.... wonder what will happen if i actually did... hmmm... o.O

another quiz

2006-09-18T05:21:00.000-07:00

01) single, taken or crushing?: single

02)are you happy with your life now?: not very....

03)when you meet the right person,do you fall in love with him fast?: no.

04)have you ever had your heartbroken?: yes?

05)do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?: never ever.

06)would you take someone back if she cheats on you?: depends.only if they are sinceir about it

07)have you talk bout marriage with another before?: yes,but didn't last long

08)do you wan children?: not sure if i even want to get married...

09)how many?: IF I GET MARRIED DEN DECIDE!!!!

10)would you consider adoption?: no thx...

11)if someone like you right now,what do you think is the best way to let you know her feelings?: be honest and talk to her straight?

12)do you enjoy getting into relationship?: never been in one....

13)be honest,what is the furthest you and your ex did?: no relationship before.... >.<

14)do you believe in love at first sight?:nope,never will....

15)are you romantic?: have no idea....

16)do you believe you can change someone?: maybe....

17)if you could married somewhere,where would it be?: beside the sea... woohoo!

18)do you easily give in when you are fighting?: all the time,but to girls only... =p

19)do you have feelings for someone right now?:nope. sad right? =(

20)have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?: erm,think so....

21)have you ever broken a heart?: kind of...

22)if one day your best friend fall in love with the gurl you deeply in love with,what would you do?: see how the girl prefers more,if she loves your friend more then there's not much you can do about it right?unless u wanna kill him... >.<

23)are you missing someone now?:yea definately.....

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.Write down their names in the list below.Tag them in their blog to let them know: once again won't ask anyone but if you want to do it just do...

tests

2006-09-18T00:52:00.000-07:00

sigh,exams are coming much faster than i expected... had my geography test just now and i guess it wasn't too bad compaired to some others... haha =x.
And also,no more skipping of recess for me.... having some serious gastric pains right now.dotx.... hurts alot.... also,been feeling kinda "dead" recently,no matter how much i sleep,i still feel tired no matter what.... hmm,does this mean i'm dying? lol,hopefully not. haha,still young so can't die yet.... went to cut my hair just now,but mum says its still sooooo long. lol(asked the auntie to leave the back uncut.hehe ^^) hope fathul won't get me for it tommorow if not my 8bucks wasted... >.< size="1">

sigh,feeling kinda troubled lately but dunno who to go to for help... >.<

quiz 1

2006-09-17T01:24:00.000-07:00

ok for some reason can't post all of the quiz at once so i'm breaking them up.

1.Full name: Lee wen ming lester 2.Name backwards: retsel gnim new eel 3. Meaning of name: dun think there is... 4. Nickname: molester? >.<5.screen>.<18.Innie or outtie: innie(have no idea what it means but it sounds better)19.Lefty or righty: left20.Gay, straight, bi or others: straight(dugh...)21.Best friends: Celia,Sarah,Eugene,Jun hao,Kee meng22.Best friends you trust most: can't think of answer at the moment23.Favourite pals: Freddy,maureen,zhu ting24.Best friend of opposite sex: Celia,Sarah...25.Best buddies: Patrick,Philip,Alvin,Cindy,Lisa26.Boyfriend or girlfriend: still single...27.Crush: none.28.Parents: mum and dad29.Worst Enemy: ain't got one

quiz 2

2006-09-17T01:22:00.000-07:00

30.Favourite online guy: ALVIN 31.Favourite online girl: cindy and lisa 32.Craziest friend: jamayne 33.Advice friend: kee meng(but they always don't work =x) 34.Loudest friend: jamayne(unbeatable) 35:Person you cry with: i cry alone =p 36.Any sisters: NO.37.Any brothers: 2,christopher(older) and leon(younger) 38.Any pets: alot of fishes 39.Any disease: suffering from serious slackerism 40.Pager: do people still carry them? o.O 41.Personal phone line: i'm not that rich ya know... 42. Phone: ask from me by yourself 43.Lava Lamp: wish i had one.... 44.Pool or hot tub: hot tub!!!(NQA) 45.A car: don't have one.... 46.Your personality: ask yourself. 47.Driving: arcade daytona(not sure if spelling correct) 48.Room: very messy... =x 49.Whats missing: money, friends, love,faster computer and a hot babe beside me. 50.School: tampines secondary school 51.Bed: more of matteress(broke my bed by jumping on it) 52.Relationship with parents: average. haha 53.Believe in yourself: of course?if not who else can i believe in? >.<54.Believe in love at first sight: NO!55.Good listener: yea.....56.Get along well with parents: yes.57.Save e-mail convos: YES!!! ^^58.Pray: rarely....

quiz 3

2006-09-17T01:21:00.000-07:00

59.Believe in reincarnation: nope,if you are dead,you're dead.60.Make fun of people: occasionally.61.Like to talk on the phone: depends on who it is....62.Want to get married: don't know,provided that i can find a gf frist... XD63.Like to drive: yes! i'm a speed freak64.Motion Sickness: sometimes.65.Eat stem of broccoli:errr,depends on how it is cooked...66.Eat chicken with fork: cutlet or a whole chicken? o.O67.Dream in color: yes.upgraded my brain to 10megapixies68.Type with your fingers on home role: home role??69.Sleep with stuff animals: don't have any =(70.Next to you: germs,air,dust and a load of nothing...71.On the walls of your room: blue paint and some picture frames72.On your mousepad: err my mouse? >.<73.Dream car: red sports car74.Dream date: i'll let my date decide. ^^75.Dream honeymoon spot: hokkaido!!!76.Dream husband or wife: hmmm,don't know...77.Bedtime: 12+78Under your bed: i just said... i broke my freaking bed!!!79.Single most important question: are you a virgin? =x80.Bad time of the day: 12am-11am(i'm sleeping!!!)81.Your worst fear: girls crying82.The weather is: HOT!!!!83.Time: 3:56pm84.Date: 17september 200685.Best trick did on someone: don't recall86.Theme song: ain't got one87.Hardest thing about growing up: sadness,depression, all those kinda stuff...88.Funniest experience: forgot89.Scariest experience: got lost in some place overseas90.Silliest thing you have ever said: called some old hag my mum when i was around 6...91.Most desperate and funniest thing i have done to get the opposite sex : better not to say...92.Scariest thing while u are with your friends: dunno...93.Worst feeling: stuck with a problem and with no one to turn to for help...94.Best feeling in the world: going out with the girl you love?AND NOW, CHOOSE SIX TO DO THE QUIZ! : won't ask anyone to do it,did it myself and i nearly died doing it... =x

the host...

2006-09-07T10:05:00.000-07:00

ok went out today to catch a movie,usual people and usual place...anyway won't be stressing too much about that because what i wanna talk about is the movie.... as you can see from the title the movie i saw was "the host". And for those who haven't seen it, DON'T!!! it was just like a remade version of godzilla where it terrorised the city and chased after everyone it saw,eating them on its way.however, this one wasn't as big and it captured a little girl from some reason(probably because they needed a storyline)... anyway the little girl's father(a halfwit or maybe less than that) was going "hyeon-sun" which was the girl's name for half the movie... >.< wow,how interesting is that....to make matters worst, the showed that the creature was actually spreading some deadly virus around but later they said that there wasn't any in the first place and the guy who supposedly died from it actually died from shock... WTH?! hey to all you filmakers wanna-be(s) if u somehow make it big time and make your own movie... DON'T TAKE A DAMN MOVIE AND STUFF IT WITH A STUPID STORYLINE!!! arggh,waste of time and money watching that stupid show.... by far that was the worst show i have ever seen.... way worst than "the maid" my goodness... that dumb show makes singapore films look so good.....
Zzzz,anyway end here.hope that no more such shows will ever be produced. bye!

too much free time?

2006-09-06T05:24:00.000-07:00

mix me with lots of boredom and free time and what do you get? a poem! haha post your comments,might be bad but i was so bored... haha ^^

Perched on a tree i saw a bird,
Sitting as peacefully as can be.
Gazing out to the endless horizon,
As the sun vanishes from the earth.
And soon darkness approaches,
Leaving the land as dark as can be,
There it was left sitting all alone,
With no one left beside him.
Then just when everything seemed so dark,
Another came to join him.
Under the dark and starless night,
A bright light shone beside him.

dedicated to all my friends who have been there for me.ty for offering your friendship to me. ^^

food poison!!!

2006-09-04T07:30:00.000-07:00

dotx... ok woke up at something like 4am and felt a huge pain in my stomach? then the next thing i knew i was at the toilet throwing up... >.< thats just the start of things... later into the day was visiting the toilet every 15minutes? 15MINUTES!!!! damn it.... think i spent at least a total of 2hrs inside there...

ate almost nothing today?few mouthfuls of porridge and a piece of bread.... so poor thing right? XD haha,nvm kinda used to it,and also was sleeping for more than half my day so didn't really matter if i didn't eat. fever was on and off, it was like ok sleep,wake up and fever's gone.then lie down awhile and it comes back...like wth?>.<

sigh total waste of a perfect day...hope i get better tmr.ty to those who gave their regards to me. will try to get well as soon as possible. =D

*sry for short post,suffering from headache now.

SUNDAY!!

2006-09-03T07:25:00.000-07:00

woohoo, its sunday!!! lol family outing day and the destination for today is... PIERCE RESERVIOUR!!! haha ok,well went there hoping to catch some fishes to bring home to dump them in my dad's pond but when we got there,lots of people were all squating down staring at the stones.... ooooh,retards?or some day out for woodbridge? neh,they were all catching some blue crayfishes,yup for those smart people who keep fishes, the type which you can buy for 2bucks at any of those fishie shops.

Anyway.... my bro managed got get some little stinky sotong on a stick to lure those bad boys out from their holes. (tried pulling them my their feelers but they just broke) bro tried first and he managed to get a small one pretty fast. then he passed it to me and i tried it too... walked up and down trying to find one for about 5minutes and then saw some stupid feelers sticking out from a hole. tried luring him out for about 10minutes but got bored after that because the sucker kept letting go of the bait before i could pull him out. later noticed that there was another one beside me and it was much bigger too... so started to play with him... ok here's the funny part. was just sitting on this rock trying to lure the fattest blue crayfish i ever saw out, then out came this BLOODY eel from nowhere near my left leg.luckily my dad chased it away for me and i went back trying to catch the fatty but he seemed stuck.(think the butt was too big to fit through the opening of the hole) and suddenly the damned eel pulled my sotong from me,i freak out and lifted the sotong on a stick up(SOAS for short) and it let go.... stupid fella was about the length of my arm and it wanted MY SOTONG!! dad scared it away again and went back to baiting the fat thing. but as anyone can guess the stupid eel came back and twisted off my sotong!!! WTF? and swam off... zzzz,VENGENCE ON THE EEL!!

shall end here.... but my curses on the eel shall continue till the day it gets caught and turned into unagi and served for a price of $1.50!!!! MUHAHAHA

boredom

2006-09-02T03:16:00.000-07:00

sigh sigh, WHY AIN'T NO ONE TAGGING?!! dun tell me no one still knows about my blog... >.<
anyway i'm really bored!!! dotx anyone got plans for the holidays? if you do, PLEASE SAVE ME!!! bored to death already,sitting on my butt and growing roots in front of the computer and tv wasn't wad i was planning to do for the break. so anyone with a plan full of fun,adventure,excitement and pleasure. =x call me along ya? lol.

offical open

2006-08-28T00:54:00.000-07:00

ty to celia for helping me find a proper blogskin. sorry for the trouble caused during the selection.... =x

anyway today was another day at school,totally plain,boring and well thats just all it was. the day seemed to past rather quickly today,maybe because i was too busy thinking about the coming reunion of my fellow primary school people. haha,if anyone is reading hope u are well. ^^
going back to my day, erm after another day at school we went to swensens!!! hehe,thx to km who paid for us. =D ate half a chicken there,since there was no catfish. no season for that according to celia... sobx,really miss eating that. the chicken wasn't that bad expect that its "breast" area(guys don't get horny,it was just a flat piece of meat without nipples) the meat there was kinda dry,so didn't finish it.(but was later finished by others so it wasn't wasted.hehe)then ice-cream was served. lime sherbet for me. wahaha! only one word to describe it "shiok!" heavenly if you haven't had any for such a long time. went home after that and on the way saw some piggeons gathered on a lamp post and they were all moving up and down and making loads of noise... haha. =x didn't stay to see what happened later on so don't know if any babies came out. lol. ok cutting it here. thx for reading! XD

New blog

2006-08-02T01:23:00.000-07:00

welcome to my new blog. ^^